My heaviest was around 270 pounds. I could not close the buttons of my jeans. That was depressing. I wanted to buy clothes but only a few would fit me.
This wasn't right anymore, so I started to avoid eating excessively. I started out eating only when I go hungry. This was habit forming, until I was gaining momentum. Last week, I started to exercise (finally). Just a bit of walking here and there. It felt great! Eating stepped from the limelight. Getting healthy is what now I am eyeing. To be more specific, I wanted to look better than be healthy (doesn't sound right huh? i thought so too).
Everyday, I visualize myself being that same boy who can bench press 140 pound barbell. I visualize myself receiving glances from people I pass by. Hahaha. Ridiculous, but it works. I wanted to be attractive again. Wow, I sound like a man going through a mid-life crisis. Well, anyway, I wanted to feel good about myself so I can be a good vibe to everyone. I spent more than half of my life being this fat guy, and I'm so tired of being one. I want to be sexy, hot and wanted. Maybe after i experience all of this, then, I can be the fat guy again.
Until next blog entry regarding fitness - because i know that this fat guy inside would rear its ugly head from time to time.
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